15/12/06

// feeling :: great!
// prayer for :: tmr's christmas royale

Ah! I feel great! So much clearer, so much less confused!

Lets start with the morning...I went to work...I left at around 3:15pm for the Christmas Royale 006.

Thank GOD for IMM shuttle bus to Boon Lay station.

In the bus...there was this guy sitting in front of me. He looked A LOT like Matthew. I couldnt see his face properly because I was seated directly behind him. But his hairstyle...fingers...side-view..looked exactly like him. When we reached the station, I tried to reach him, but I couldnt catch up and he was walking in a direction opposite of mine, so I just left it.

I wonder what would happen if it really was him and he noticed me.

Anyway I reached the cafe...and soon Christmas Royale 006 started.

Catherine was host! She was dressed up as Agent Violet from Casino Royale 007, although I duno who's that. I only know Agent Bond lol. She took off her hat and wig when it was over, so I couldnt get a picture taken of her lol. But I'll try again tomorrow.

First was game. LOL. Using poker cards. With the card we were given, we were supposed to find 2 other ppl with the consecutive numbers and same suit as us, like 2 of spades, 3 of spades and 4 of spades.

Ml, Chester and I were the second to reach the front. LOL. Those with no partners had to play a game..like charrades. Super funny.

Then had mini rock concert. haha. First song was "Have A Nice Day" by Bon Jovi..Then was "Take It All" by Hillsongs? I'm unsure of the artist.

After that was drama! So touching...About father and son. Also related to Casino Royale. Weikeong acted in it! LOL. Was hilarious.

Then...Yujie sang the song Christmas Shoes. By Alabama. I have the song but I dont really listen to it..Its so nice. So touching. About a son who loves his dying mother. Ml was crying buckets when she heard it. I was having a hard time keeping my tears in as well.

Overall I loved the show. Xinni's sister responded to altar call~!

Ah..After that we went for fellowship in the cafe. We stayed there for goodness knows how long. Refreshments was fruit cocktail. Lol there were cut up fruits in sprite. HAHA. I only liked the fruits and Jia Cheng liked the sprite so we let each other eat/drink what we like by giving our share to each other. We ate so much! I kept going to get more and more cocktail LOL.

Then..We went to KFC to eat and wait for Catherine to come to give us debrief. We talk like crazy over stupid things.

Catherine debriefed us...I was really distracted because I kept thinking about KdC and my decision to pull out. She realised it and asked to talk to me after the debrief ended.

I told her stuff I never thought I'd say this soon. I only intended to use that time to tell her about my decision to leave KdC and to ask for her opinion of it. But it kinda drifted into my muchly-suppressed ambition.

To my surprise, she was the first person I told it to without fear of being doubted, laughed at or scorned at. In fact, she wow-ed when I said it out, and she felt that it was a great vision and ambition.

She talked to me about KdC first, then about the cgl thing. She said that my concerns were valid enough, because I'm just a babe Christian, just 5 months old (my 6th month anni is coming in 2 days!)

Every sentence she said impacted me. There were things I want to tell her but I dont dare to, but I felt she knew what was on my mind. I felt like crying. I knew what I wanted to do. I found out my passion in life for Christ. I can be bold enough to say I've found my calling.

I'll have to continue praying to confirm it. I wont say it out yet. When I reach my goal...I will proudly say to all those who doubted me once, and those who have supported me.

I am lucky to get an idea of my future in church so fast. Catherine only got hers a few days ago. But of course there will be more to my life than that. I cant wait! For how God will transform me!

Gonna help in refreshments tmr before Xmas Royale. I cant wait for Xmas Royale 006!